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2006-06-16T02:33:00.000-07:00

hey ya .. today soooo sien .... haiz.. so tired .. ytd 2 45 then kap fone with baby .. haha she bu ser de put dwn .. so ok lor i pei her talk .. but then dam tired le so ask her to put dwn .. then she so ting hua wor .. put dwn le then nver angry hahas .. well i think the both of us is getting better n better ba .. and today .. its toturing of my life .. she went m sia .. for one day in the nite come bck le .. but i miss her like CRAZY .. help me someone .. arghs ... !!! meeting her tml .. yay ! can see her le .. woots .. but after sch reopen then .. haiz.. cannot everyday meet her le.. need study le .. haiz .. so sad lor .. i think by then we will quarrel alot of times de cause miss each otehr too much == .. ok lame answer .. but i juz got that feeling lar .. oh well gota run .. praying for nite to fall so that she can come bck to my arms =D

2006-06-11T20:05:00.000-07:00

yo peeps .. im bck after a " long " break .. oh well im able to post becuase i sneaked into my bro's room to use the com .. as the internet is in his room and the router is not done yet =( .. i miss baby ! thats wat i do everyday .. miss miss miss .. haiz.. cant see her too often .. becuase why ? my results sucked ! and my bro's back .. more strict life .. but i dont blame him .. i mean he cares about me .. but i just dont know why .. i just cant focus.. haiz.. sry bro .. this holiday is just not the way i want it to be .. well cant blame anyone .. and baby .. i read your blog .. im really touched .. sry i have been throwing temper at you sometimes .. cause i didnt know i meant so much to you .. anyway .. go to run ! tc peeps

2006-05-28T07:31:00.000-07:00

iM Scared ..
Unsafe ..
Haiz..

2006-05-27T08:43:00.000-07:00

today .. hmm .. woke up at ten .. feeling tired .. sat infront of the com n PLAY ! lolx .. then msged her nver reply .. tot she angry .. but she slping == .. sometimes i juz think too much .. duno lar .. then after meet her le go eat dinner ... hmm mixed rice .. quite nice .. eat till beri full also .. then after that went to upper seletar reservior .. lol the the sort of sea side .. the wind is so shoke .. ! hmm breezing de .. i never felt like this so long le .. since last time i use to go to punggol end when im dwn .. blow the nite wind .. then i'll feel better .. but this time i felt .. relaxed .. n sort of happy .. duno why also ..then after that on the road where her father fetching me bck ...her mum said wanna off air con then i thought wat ! ltr so hot Zzz .. but then after i open the window ..i felt so SHUANG ! the wind is hitting my face .. so cool lor .. its like doing facial .. hmm.. ok lar sort of .. then my hair ah fly fly fly .. wahahah until dam messy .. but ltr comb then ok le lar =D .. my hair so easy to comb de lolx .. hmm.. then reached hm le .. nth to do .. sienz .. gota go ..

2006-05-22T04:22:00.000-07:00

im bck .. went for pool with jia jun .. men kena thrash like duno wat == i 5 months nver plae lor .. cant blame xD.. or maybe i was too troubled to plae .. haiz.. lstly i know my mid year has hitted rock bottom .. and it means my june holis are gone.. secondly .. our relationship is like a kayak .. might juz over turn anytime .. is it the waves too strong ? i guess its not .. its the kayak it self .. haiz.. or is it juz me .. i feel like juz slithing my throat .. like i know .. she lives for her self no one else .. but i live for her .. maybe im too dependent .. but im still trying to put my effort in keep this ship floating .. cause i dun wan it to sink ..haiz..

2006-05-21T23:49:00.000-07:00

I Dont Want This Story To End ..
I Can Feel That The Pages Are Thinning
I'M Heart Broken =(

Bits N Pieces

2006-05-21T06:51:00.000-07:00

haiz.. these week is so bad .. quarrels .. quarrels.. quarrels .. and when ever we said ok everything is fine .. but end up we both still held it again each other .. tml i taking bck papers le
im nervous .. and scared .. if i dont do well .. my june holis is gone .. one saddder thing is she told me .. maybe we shldnt meet .. when i see or heard that .. my heart totally breaks .. i mean .. i have been veri happy with her .. this two months seriously .. im veri happi.. and she tells me this .. is as though she wans a break up .. im veri scared .. realli .. i realli cant lose her .. cant ..i duno wat to do without her .. maybe she realli duno how important is she in my heart .. she saes i dun understand her .. maybe ba .. we both dun understand each other .. but im willing to understand her .. at least try ..sometimes little misunderstandings makes us quarrel like no tomorrow .. i was juz so afraid that the break up would come soon .. and i begged .. haiz.. then today i said june i am going over seas .. the said feelings would fade because not seeing me for a week .. im so worried now .. dam worried ..wat if she changes hart .. wat if her feelin fade .. i realli dun wan that to happen.. haiz.. wat can i do .. i want her to be the one for me .. realli .. then ytd my other self came out .. the " beng " she didnt like it .. i know .. cause i was rude to her .. my attitude sucked .. i agreed .. and i aploogized .. i told her the reason .. and she was speechless .. and today when i went out with her .. she told me when ever i think of ytd your that beng attitude i wun like u .. i realli hope i didnt met u ..i was stunned .. but i know its my fault .. so i couldnt sae more .. juz zipped up .. and feel sad ..my tears nearly dropped .. but i was on the streets .. i kept it ..i duno why .. now a days i cant bottle things in my heart anymore .. maybe it has already been smashed into bits n pieces .. now becoming dust ..i think if this relationship ends .. my emotional side is gone .. but i juz realli hope it never ends .. then .. she said .. two months duno quarrel how many times .. not meant to be together .. i was juz thinking before she said that .. if we dun quarrel how we know each other better .. but i dun think she thinks that way ba .. and my fault .. i asked her not to msg ppl .. but i didnt it my self .. unfair yes i know .. but i swear those were only frens and she went gfssss ... i dun blame her .. but i juz feel dwn ..im sry .. i wun do it again .. im juz as sensitive as her .. when she msg even its a normal guy fren even a gal fren i will think that she's doing something behind me .. then i get angry .. baby i duno how u feel when that happens .. but i can tell u when it happens to me i feel dwn .. like i hit rock bottom .. u guys reading this might think all this is crap ..up to u guys .. anyway my comments has nver been taken by any ppl into concern .. my words are nver trust also .. gurls will thing i sweet talk boys will think i trying to act cool act pity ..well all i have gota sae .. up to u all .. i guess my soul will nver come bck ..since the day its broken ..

2006-05-19T07:49:00.000-07:00

MY SOUL IS IN BITS N PIECES ='(

2006-05-15T03:17:00.000-07:00

monday .. suppose to be a day where all new stuff flows into my life .. but i had to sit for exam ! == .. eng n math .. ok lets talk bout eng .. quite easy .. but still shaky .. math ? WTH! forget bout it .. i sure complusary + guranteeeeee + chop FAIL ! Zzz i m suffering frm depression .. sadness .. loneliness and xiang si ping ah !!! miss her lor .. realli do .. haiz.. when i cant see her .. im worried .. i duno why ... haiz.. hope we will be together .. nver gonna leave each other ba ..no mood type le ..

2006-05-12T09:08:00.000-07:00

hmm..very lst thing in the morning .. woke up bathe get change n went to cp .. for wat ? buy big break fast for my little lamb lolx.. like a baby .. oh ya she is my baby .. haha .. then stayed in her hse for like eh .. 6 hrs ? BORING ! hahas but got her .. its different .. hmm.. i guess today is a day where u quarrel then less ba ..hmm..then evening .. went to IMM ! my lst time there xD noob hor ..hmm.. nth much to walk also .. but i ate the spgetti ! woots .. nice nice .. and she ate .. erm wat was that .. chicken mary land .. wat a nice name ==.. oh well then we shopped n shopped ..shop till we dropped haha xD .. and its 10 30 ! so her father drove me hm then then .. duno why went to punggol end ! lol she sked of dogs .. duno why .. with me also sked .. haiz .. guess no sense of security ba .. =( .. then i reached hm .. Zzz which is almost now.. i cant belive it i washed the dishes .. and the clothes .. 12 pm ! im cinderalla =)) ok boy version ..xD ..till here then .. 520 baby .. ~

2006-05-08T05:43:00.000-07:00

haiz.. today .. monday .... relaxing in sch lar .. nth much happen .. but something struck me and my day became worsen off .. wats more .. ? my darlings sad .. down ..moodless .. why ? her math .. she tot she could do well.. but .. it didnt turn out well .. haiz.. her whole person juz became sad .. im like so guilty .. i feel that its my fault lar .. when she exam i still everyday go look for her .. like i can see when i m with her .. she wun not be studying ..haiz.. sry baby i got u into this .. and till now .. she is still so sad ..i cant take it lor .. when ever she's sad .. its like me .. i dun have the ability to make her happy ..she's sad im sad .. she's moodless im moodless.. she wanna die .. i wanna die ..duno lar my soul aiant bck .. so die le also like this .. but anyway baby cheers ok .. dun sad le .. 520 ..

2006-05-03T06:43:00.000-07:00

today .. in sch duno why lar suddenly moodless also .. no strength to do anything .. tired ? think so .. after sch striaght away rush to her place le.. thinking it would be a happy day .. and yep =)) it is .. but duno why when ever the lst few hrs we meet .. always like cold war .. Zzz make both of us so sien ..but ltr on .. haha we got together of course .. today magical .. hmm .. still not till the climax..oh well .. when will the miracle come .. i shall wait .. 520 baby ~

2006-05-02T03:39:00.000-07:00

hmm.. today .. sch was fine .. Dnt Test .. gone case AHHH !! but nvm .. at least wun fail till so jia lat..haha phew .. relive .. well after sch made my way to my lao po hse ^^ .. thinking that it would be a wonderful day .. =D .. and yep it did .. but in between we had some arguments .. laughs .. oh well .. she gave in n i gave in .. then ok le lor ..she asked me go bang car ! xD i wanted to .. seriously .. but she pulled me bck .. if not i wun have posted this post =D ..to tell the truth .. she's the lst gurl who made me happy n sad at times ..made me felt cold blooded and warm blooded ..thx baby ~ if not for u i wun change lor seriously .. now i not joking nor bluffing u le .. haiz..u know sometime when we quarrel .. and didnt talk to each other .. i feel a blade poking into my heart .. i hope none of that happens again ba .. ( 520 1314 )

2006-04-29T03:23:00.001-07:00

haiz.. training was tired today .. lost form .. everything is not going gd for me .. well ytd went eat ice cream with baby ~ well it was .. happy .. romantic =) .. but .. i said a joke .. that she was not romantic .. and she got angry .. i wanna aploogize again sry baby .. i didnt mean wat i said .. sometimes when i msg u .. my words may seem harsh .. but all that is juz .. i m worried ..u notice when u start msging other ppl my face will change .. not that i m angry but juz worried .. and start to think about alot of other stuffs .. i mean i cant help it lar its juz me ..and as for all the little quarrels .. im at fault lar .. abit of stuff i get angry and expect u to give in every time .. its realli my fault .. now that i have realise it .. i feel so jerky lor .. i mean giving in is a two party thing .. and yet i have been making u do that .. sry baby ..i m gonna stop this lor ..will treat u better de ..i juz duno how to express my feeling through words ..maybe thats the prob with me ba ..when u said u give in to me u dun have that feeling of u r a loser .. no le .. i know u have .. cause i m that kinda person also .. i dun like to lose ..so i wanna apllogize to u again for making u do that ba .. actually u have been very nice to me le .. its onli i have been taking advantage of it ba ..haiz..i realli sry .. i hope after reading this u will take a step mroe in understanding me ba .. (november always <3 u) like ppl said .. if couples dun quarrel .. then they shld not be couples .. quarreling is juz a thing to make us know each other better ba .. =))

2006-04-27T05:28:00.000-07:00

today .. sien .. boring .. ahhh all the lousy words that can describe a day is in there training was boring .. heng got shawn .. if not i realli sien dao ... ~~~~ train with juniors liek playing with kids Zzz .. but some got potential lar .. arghs ! whole body acheing now .. move here pain move there pain.. then when training kena cramps also .. Zzzno matter wat TODAY SUX !

2006-04-25T04:32:00.000-07:00

tired .. stressed.. souless.. haiz.. this three words seems to be following me around everytime i have got rid of them ... them always come bck to me after two days or more.. they are.. juz like ... pest ! making me depressed ..haiz..today i felt so tired .. mentally .. physically .. as though i m breaking dwn again ..Zzzz.. oh well .. i will juz carry on like this ba .. toddles ..

2006-04-22T04:33:00.000-07:00

hmm.. bck .. today .. SPORTS DAY ! for the lst time julius which is my hse is last == .. lame rites .. wth .. and i got a dam sun burn .. ma chiam red man now == .. haiz .. our relay .. Zzz dun sae .. sae le shang bro gan ching ... laughs .. ytd nite .. was magical again le .. for the sec time .. i feel so gd lor .. seriously .. we were together so close .. its like 5 mm away ? laughs .. we nver got theat near to each other .. and the atmoshpere was like juz rite .. the place was rite definately .. laughs .. i wished that time can realli pause sia .. but ... Zzz ... oh well .. gota run

2006-04-20T04:33:00.000-07:00

haiz.. today training .. tired but fun laughs .. hmm miss her leh .. haiz.. tired .. stressed.. souless.. =(( YAY ! i got top in eng in class .. laughs .. so lame the lst time wor .. happy lar .. but still oni once i wan more more times =DDD... hmm .. haiz.. but still life seems sad to me everyday .. Zzz wehn that turning point then can come .. when can i realli do well in studies .. handler well my relationships .. when then i can grow taller .. Zzz.. oh well .. maybe time will tell .. ciaoz..

2006-04-19T04:20:00.000-07:00

oh well .. today kinda sienz .. in sch wan slp teacher dun give slp .. wth lor .. so tired leh .. eyes felt so heavy .. duno why also .. then after sch .. went to her place .. hmm .. reach there kinda late 4 ? haha watch korean shows .. == wa lau .. love here love there .. Gosh ! maybe i know wats gonna happen nxt in the show ba .. lolz thats why boring .. as in all the love stories are all the same.. talking bout that .. i feel that tv show's love stories applies to reality also .. hmm .. tired .. stayed fer 3 hrs .. doing nth .. lol ... watch tv ? slack ? yaya haha counted something laughs .. == ok i m being lame .. stressed stressed .. u ask me why i m stressed .. i cant answer u .. laughs .. i have no idea ..oh wells .. gota run ... post real soon ..

2006-04-18T04:23:00.000-07:00

haiz... sry didnt blog so long .. no mood .. anywayz.. things have not been going smoothly lar .. sumtimes happy sumtimes dwn .. i duno how to express to her that i realli care for her lor .. and after she told me that .. it kinda struck me .. ya she aploogized .. and i fergived and ferget .. but .. something is juz in my head .. and i cant shake it off .. i duno wat is it .. but its juz there .. ppl cant know me well .. i dun let them ? or is juz too difficult .. haiz.. maybe i m a quite closed up person ba .. i duno lar .. but i realli juz wish that this ship nver sinks ..if it sinks i rather dun live .. another thing ..its my fault .. i cant seems to trust her last time .. maybe my instincts are right .. but now .. i thought about it .. i shld trust her ..i mean if she didnt care about this ship she wouldnt have told me .. i felt realli bad when i pissed her off when i treated her cold .. now .. its seems like north pole .. i m getting colder n colder .. haiz.. hey ..baby.. if u read this i hope u can fergive n understand me ba .. i m a hard nut to crack .. sry ..

2006-04-07T02:29:00.000-07:00

HEY PEEPS ! sry .. so long no post liaw .... aiya anyway no one read also so who cares ! hahas today .. sold flower n flowers ... hmm lolipop also LOL beri kiddo hor .. but aiya raise funds fer my VB team .. haha going overseas wor !! happy happy =)))) but today abit sienz ... hmm .. almost spend the whole day at hm yawns ... oh well.. everyday same lar .. so i dun care xD live day by day ba ... blahs .. ~ gota run run run ... ciaoz .. babehs ...

2006-03-31T18:52:00.001-08:00

oh well.. today's sat .. DnT project ..Mind Champs compo .. arghs .. stressed .. wish now holis sia .. ytd nite was .. hmm .. magical ... cause i rosed frm the dead lolz ... ok lame == but its true ! a fairy revived me =DD think so .. lolz training ah today !! sien ... i wan pei her de !! but aww... and the most ke si thing is ... i got a striaght ticket to the assits team BUT ! because of my training !!!! i have to go through an interview >< AHHHH !! dam it .. training training .. ruin my everything .. sienz.. but bo bian .. have to go ..blahs blahs ... wadeva..now i juz want to concentrate on studies .. dun wan let my self dwn .. but hehe i also kena distracted .. Zzz math lur i sien to pratice ... diaoz.. now that i have been healed ! Some One plz CHANGE ME !!! xD ta ta ~

2006-03-31T18:52:00.000-08:00

2006-03-29T03:28:00.000-08:00

2006-03-27T02:12:00.000-08:00

friday.. sat .. sun .. magical nites ..Empower U is the best men .. once twice u juz cant stop going ..wats gd ? make new frens .. leanrn new things and most important GO CRAZY ...well thats that .. today .. we lost to bukit panjang .. well .. height i guess .. our skills would have nver lost to them .. height is the problem .. hai.. 170 so hard to reach meh ..haiz.. then we quarrel with the coach .. dam it lar .. kan our teacher nver die before .. scold de is somemore gurl teacher leh .. he have morales anot .. big ba gey fer wart eat carrot like rabbit ah .. so childish .. wan scold scold us lar lai lai punggol gina .. dun scold our teacher .. bloody ass .. sae wart we loser .. knn him lar .. he tink he beri strong meh .. leg long nia .. chop off then kneel dwn n lick our feets edi .. cant take it .. guy scold women WA LAU ... NO BALLS MEN ..all our brothers swear if see he outside sure hum thumb .. thats all .. dun worry i still can smile =)

2006-03-24T07:40:00.000-08:00

2006-03-23T22:05:00.000-08:00

today.. sch .. okok no that bad .. earlier dismissal !! yeahs !! 12 30 kia kia hm liaw .. but ltr 3 pluz need go to indoor stadium liaw .. ahaas but to have FUN .. but without her laughter he voice .. fun is not fun to me .. hai.. time if u realli can stop plz freeze when i m with her .. course is until 10 30 .. come bck about 11 plus .. still need look fer fren do project on9 .. haiz.. so sien.. tired leh .. i human ok .. but if dun like this i doubt that we can finish the project on time ba .. bo bian .. sacrifice lor .. i dun slp much also LOL .. but the nxt day is like wa lau 8 30 need reach indoor stadium .. diao .. jia lat like duno wart .. but its ok i have done it once .. so another time wun be that bad .. WORSE THING IS ... i cant contact her ... T_T .. ok ba .. sae msg .. how much can we talk in that .. if face to face at least i think can talk more lor ..hai.. suan le .. i think everything is planned ba .. so i shall wait .. lord .. i await your guidence .. gota run .. =DD see u on.. nites that i post again ;pp

2006-03-23T06:27:00.000-08:00

haiz.. today .. i duno wats wrong with me .. seriously i dun blame anyone .. get fed up easily .. kick a fuss .. hai.. i wasnt like this before .. i was calm .. but now .. hai.. i realli wish to be bck as the old me .. calm .. tolerant .. can someone help me ? i already met the one .. but .. arghs ... i dun want history to repeat it self .. cause to think of it its terrible .. these few days nth much to blog about .. its all about sadness .. sorrows .. but after writing it out .. i thought i can ferget .. but it seems i cant or talking it out with my frens i can ferget .. i did that .. but i cant also .. maybe its juz realli me .. ahhh !!! someone help me !! maybe i m cold blooded after all .. ='( ..

2006-03-23T00:46:00.000-08:00

time past.. fast ... today juz sux .. sooooo much ... i dun o .. captain call me fer nth and start scolding lik e a mad dog .. wa lau .. wat i do lar .. i edi told my coach my cher then i have course rites ... they all said ok i can go ... then who the fark he is to confront me .. i repect him as a fren as a captain .. but wat he does is juz scold n scold .. i dun get it .. i m changing fer him ..blahs.. i dun wan talk too much .. bottom line is today juz SUX !

2006-03-22T02:44:00.000-08:00

haiz.. ok so we lost to xin min .. but we lost to our selves actually .. i m depressed .. today's performance realli sux .. not oni me .. in fact the whole team .. but the gd thing is we took care of each other in the court.. how i wish i can grow taller .. 170 enough .. hai.. is that so diffucult .. plz let me grow taller ... arghs !!! yeah ! tml meet her le .. hmm .. almost one week didnt see her .. hai.. miss miss miss .. !!! anway gota run ciaoz..

2006-03-21T03:26:00.000-08:00

hmm .. so tired .. training .. but FUN ! haha today my skills not bad .. btu still sux == .. hmm .. tml vs Xin Min lur .. abit nervous.. but i know i can do it de .. she will be behind me ba =D ..today in class nth much .. eng test ... sien exposistion .. think i m dead fer it .. zzz.. then after sch wat stupid module .. call me go make up class WA LAU ... i not ah gua lar .. plz .. then i juz ran out of it and went fer training .. faster thursday plz .. !! i cant wait .. ah ~ .. well guess there is nth much =D be bck soon .. real soon ...

2006-03-20T03:13:00.000-08:00

haiz.. today juz so bored .. sch sux .. study sux .. hm wrk so much .. stress .. hai.. some one save me frm all this .. >< tml training .. wish is all goes well.. wed vs xin min lur .. we fought them before .. can we win .. i hope so .. where is me .. or rather who m i .. i duno .. lost im the shades again.. can someone bring the light fer me ? i hope there is .. tired day .. reacherd hm at bout 4 15 .. face the com .. stare ... nth else to do .. juz waiting time to pass .. hmm.. my mei ? choir .. hai.. bored .. if now still march holis gd lur .. but .. time past .. its juz sux.. haiz.. gota run ..

2006-03-19T06:21:00.000-08:00

today.. went fer service ^^ worshipping god is great..enjoyed with my bros..but today the whole day i felt weird.. something in my life juz went wrong .. sometimes its rox a whole lot .. sometimes it juz sucx.. hai.. i duno wats happening to me..perhaps i m breaking dwn..again..then.. went out with her after service .. was fine though..but i didnt felt normal again..i juz hate my self this way ..plz..save me frm this misery..god..i duno wanna go bck to my old life..y m i feeling like this ..i juz wish i can hold u n nver let go ..

2006-03-17T06:19:00.000-08:00

yawns... abit lame .. morning post now post oso haha .. to bad com nth to do == ..when to xiao zhu hse today again =D ..hmm.. ate dinner lor ..talk with her parents .. bla bla ..if my family so warming hao lur ..but.. haiz.. maybe one day ba .. hai.. sometimes realli wish time can stop .. but it cant .. sad sad .. well alot of mushy things lets not bring it up =D .. aiyar .. day by day .. faster die bu shi hao .. but god gave life to me .. blas~ ok i being lame == .. sien lar nth to do liaw bb go liaw ;pp

2006-03-16T22:05:00.000-08:00

yawns ~~~ ytd was a nite i will nver ferget .. bbq .. so fun .. all my vb bros .. coaches, teachers .. VP.. hai.. unforgetable .. then we all half naked plae basket ball LOL then kena ma ta catch .. sae wat we disturb residents .. come on lor the blocks so far .. they got shun feng er is it tiu .. well .. nvm then ltr on we bathe and wehn to the POOL ROOM ! WAHAHAHAS.. thats where i cant ferget .. seriously speaking i haven played pool in like one year ? so my standard sucks.. but after awhile well .. kinda get it bck hahas .. but still lou ya .. aww.. and i missed her so much .. that i did lame stuff .. 3 15 send msg .. 4 30 send msg .. hahas too bad cant stop missing her.. well its really fate ba i guess .. oh well .. then we plae and plae until 5 plus .. then i start to get abit goggy lolz.. i took two chairs .. n slept on it ..man .. not comfortable .. sux like duno wart .. now bones still acheing .. can u imagine .. two chairs and how u sleep on it .. arghs nvm = = .. then me teacher gave us each envolope .. inside contains wat we wrote to our teams mates .. all the gd and bad stuff ..wat my team matyes said bout me was .. temper temper temper .. well .. maybe my temper is bck .. but guys i will change fer u all de .. thx fer letting me know the prob .. actually i felt guilty .. thinking how i treated my captain last time .. hai.. regretted .. well frm now on i start A new .. November runing off =D

2006-03-15T22:50:00.000-08:00

hmm..today had a great time .. spend the day with her almost all the time .. happy ^^ .. sien tml training haiz.. ah bo can pei her again .. ZZZ..then when to her cousins b dae lolz.. the kids are cute ! but annoying sometimes .. but they juz reminds me how i was last time .. then i juz smiled .. kiddo me xDtime flies .. so fast go hm lur .. ser bu de .. hai.. why time cannot stop de stupid clock .. hope she feels the same .. well .. be bck on hmm.. sat ? okok yeps see yar ..

2006-03-14T04:54:00.000-08:00

Yawns... today training whole day .... tired like freaks..played like sh!t today.. haiz.. team quarrel = i quarrel oso .. nationals is juz ahead .. and we still fighting .. haiz.. Xin Min .. Fair field.. bukit pan jang.. three strong teams..can punggol hold on .. with the spirit i doubt it .. hai.. sad sad.. y lur i suppose to be happy .. cause .. found someone to cherish me ? yep yep .. but team like this hai..mental break downs at times realli.. but have to hold on lor .. bo bian .. juz wish to GROW TALLER !! bloody hell 165 short like duno wart dwarf.. tsk tsk .. anyway wanna thanks u alot fer this bloogie =D .. November gota run .. be bck tml ? hahas maybe .. ^^